Hi there Birthday Girl….

Wow, my baby is 18… still so hard to believe for me Britt. Still just pains me so bad and I know it will forever. When I think of you I just cry because I miss you so much. Sometimes I know I do so much and try to stay so busy to try to keep that pain hiding but it finds me every day and it hurts just as much as the day I lost you.

I would do anything to hold you, hear your voice and see your smile. I can only imagine how beautiful you are now my angel… Celebrating your birthday with God, Jesus and all the heavens. What an amazing party you will be having… I’m also sending you the lots of love and birthday hugs. Me and your sissy’s are doing something very special at your tree today.

I know that you are a part of this whole idea because you always cared so much about giving. Now you have helped me find a way to continue a legacy of Brittany’s giving heart. Thanks for giving me another sign today…it really helps me to feel you're there. I was feeling so sad and you planted a big smile on my face when the lady at the counter said “your order number “27”!!! Funny, that she doesn’t even know how those simple words for me will never be forgotten. I kept the receipt because I knew it was my baby girl talking to me once again.

My life will never be the same without you actually here with me. But, I keep my faith and know that God has so much more for you & me. I know that I will once again have happiness with you again. It’s so very hard to wait and live this life I have here without you but I will keep trying.

Thank you my daughter for showing me what LOVE really is…

Love you always & forever, Mommy

Name: cathy esoo
citystate:  san diego
Date: Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Time: 09:31 PM

Miss You

Name: heather
citystate: Idaho
Date: Sunday, July 22, 2007
Time: 01:43 AM

Your still in my thoughts and prayers along with your entire family. You will never be forgotten and you will always be near your loved ones.

Date: Friday, July 20, 2007
Time: 12:41 AM

I never met you but I miss you

Hello Brittany I thought about you today. It is summer and you would have been enjoying your high school graduation summer. I pray for your family. I think about you.

Cathy

Name: April
citystate: Richmond,virginia
Date: Saturday, July 14, 2007
Time: 09:47 AM

your story has reached me all the way across Ameica. I am very sadden on your loss. You are definitely in our thoughts and Prayers.

I am currently a coach for little league and have decided that we are going to wear a pink ribbon on our shoes in memory of you, brittany.

God bless you and I know cheerleaders all over america look up to you girl.

citystate: g-town, ohio
Date: Saturday, July 07, 2007
Time: 07:07 PM

Hey brittany

i live all the way in OHio and i really care about all of this!!!

and i juss wanted to let you know that i know you're looking down on every one and probluy even me. i really wanted to let to you know even though i don't know you i know you care about your friends truly!!!

and i hope one day you can come over to ohio and visit me i wish your family good luck in there lives

well thank you 4 reading this and i hope you have a great time!!!!

:D Always, Amie

Name: Giavanna
citystate: San Diego
Date: Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Time: 12:48 PM

Dear Sissy, I love you Brittany. I wish you didn't die. I miss growing up without you. I miss you so much!

Love Gia

Name: Mommy
citystate: San Diego
Date: Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Time: 12:44 PM

Hi My Pretty Girl,

Well today is our favorite holiday and it pains me so that you are not here so we could enjoy it together like always before. I can't imagine how awesome it must be in heaven to look down at all the fireworks though.

I think about you in everything I do and always will. You are held so close in my heart and soul and it will NEVER be the same for me without you here.

Happy 4th my love and enjoy the show tonight...I will be looking up to you!

My love to you always and forever Mommy

citystate: San Diego Ca
Date: Monday, July 02, 2007
Time: 08:46 PM

Hi Brittany,

Think about you. I feel so bad still.

city-state: san diego ca
Date: Monday, July 02, 2007
Time: 12:58 AM

Hello Brittany and Star,

I am so sad it was your graduation and I know it is so hard for you.

I do know what you are going through after Britt was gone You will always wake up with that empty ,scared, hollow, sick feeling about all of this . I wish I could take the pain away.

I am so sorry. Cathy