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From:       rachel tucker
City_State: irvine, ca
Date:       March 29, 2006
Time:       12:37 AM

beautiful...

i am sorry for your loss.

my prayers are with you.

<3

City_State: San Diego, CA
Date: March 28, 2006
Time: 09:01 PM

Hi Brittany!

I needed to come to your website today because you have been on my mind all day. Reminders of you were everywhere. I think you are speaking to us!

Rest in Peace!

Blowing Kisses to you in Heaven

From:       Tanya Nicole Luxenburg
City_State: San Diego,Ca
Date:       March 26, 2006
Time:       08:29 PM

Brittany

I miss you love sooo much.

My 18th brithday is coming up April 25th..its kind of a bitter sweet type of thing.I'm excited to be 18, but it hurts to remember what I was doing a year ago on my birthday.

You'd be proud of me Britt. I won a scholarship at Abraxas. It's for 1,000 dollars. It isn't for all that much, but it'll cover my first year of community college you know? and I've been doing a lot of public speaking competitions and winning first place after first place. I have one on Wednesday too..wish me luck =)

Please watch over my friends in Colorado...right now they're enduring one of the hardest things in their lives. Watch over your parents and your sisters. Watch over all of us....

xxoxoxo
Tanya

From:       Megan Koelln
City_State: San Diego California
Date:       March 25, 2006
Time:       11:44 PM

hey brittany,

i still cant believe it.. less than a month until its been a year. and yet it still hasn't hit me.. i went to lego land with your sisters and family today.. their all doing really good. but i know they all miss you soo much.

Baylee talks about you alot. Gia does also. they both love you and miss you so much its incredible.. the pain i feel for your family, friends, and even the pain i feel myself is tearing me apart.. i miss you so much and i just want to have you back in my life.. i don't know what to do without you here britt.. you were such a big part of my life and i cant stand to not have you here. it kills me.. i ask myself everyday why, what if this went differently.. although i can never seem to find an answer..

i hate not knowing.. i have so many unanswered questions, so much left unsaid.. i hope your doing okay and i cant wait to see you again beautiful. please come visit me - i need you soo much.

City_State: ca
Date: March 25, 2006
Time: 05:22 PM

We miss you,

Even though i didn't know brittany i still feel very sorry that she is gone. she was one of the best cheerleaders!!! we all miss her so very deeply at California all stars and that it isn't the same with out that special girl!!!

we miss you Brittany!!! we wish that you can be here with us. now you are in heaven with gods angels! And Brittany will be in our hearts!

From:       Tiffany
City_State: poway, california
Date:       March 24, 2006
Time:       12:59 PM

Hey Brittany, I am at school right now with Tiffany Martin and Monica Wall, and we thought that we would pay you a lil visit! We were just thinking of you on your 11th month. We all miss you so much sweetie, and understand that we will see you soon. I love you more than anything in
this world, and wish I could have said goodbye one last time!

heyyyyyyyy brit its the other tiffany lol, i miss u bebe .... :(

Hey luvvy, Its moonerz, we miss you lova!

C ya in heaven lova!

Forever your lazgiaz,

Tiffany Rolls, Tiffany Martin, Monica Wall <333
aka The P-Town Chickaz!

From:       Laura
City_State: San Diego, CA
Date:       March 24, 2006
Time:       11:42 AM

11 months ago today...Still so heavy on our hearts. We miss you, talk about you, remember you, talk to you and pray for you and your family all the time! Not a single day goes by that we don't cry or share a funny memory about you.

It still comes in waves, the shock, sorrow, disbelief...We long for that beautiful goofy girl, her laughter, squeals, smiles, hugs, ringing of the telephone and sleepovers with endless candy and Mac-N-Cheese!

Morgan still struggles daily. Sometimes openly, sometimes she's just distant and quiet. She has all the pictures of you guys growing up in her room. Candles, butterflies, keepsakes...She misses you Brit and longs for the memories you two would have created had you not been taken from
us that night. I don't know how to help her, ease her pain. I just hold her, cry with her, wipe her tears and try to recap all the fun times we all shared. It's hard, it hurts and I hate it!

Cameron still cries and asks why...I have no answers. Just arms to hold, but no answers. Erin misses you too. Your name and your memories are mentioned daily in our home. Every time the kids see a butterfly they say, "Hi Brittany" or "Look, there's Brittany"!

Morgan finds pennies all the time, everywhere. We were in Styles the other day and she was
trying on clothes and when she lifted her foot there was one stuck to her toe that wasn't there even seconds before. She finds things that were yours that she didn't remember she had and they will appear out in the open - in her room, clear as day. We love those signs, little gifts from
you.

We love you Brit and we miss you terribly. Thank you for blessing our lives with your friendship, laughter and love. You will never be forgotten.

From:       melody estolano
City_State: sd,ca
Date:       March 21, 2006
Time:       12:34 PM

wow i haven't wrote in here in soooo long!!!!i miss you soooo much my star!! i love you!!!!!i will always have you in my dreams!!!

From:       bree-CA friend
City_State: murrieta california
Date:       March 21, 2006
Time:       09:59 AM

here's a song by rascal flatts that i thought was the sweetest song and yet the saddest.

"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

From: Mommy

City-State: San Diego, Ca
Date: March 16, 2006
Time: 11:16 AM

Dear Brittany,

The days just get longer without you. Nothing will ever be the same
without you. My heart is just as broken as it was the day you left us. I
miss you so bad my little sweetheart...we all do...

Someone sent me this poem and I wanted to share it with your family and
friends. I felt it was very beautiful. Although, reading it does not
make the pain I feel any different. But, if it makes others comforted
and have peace its worth sharing....

If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.

I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today.
While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand.
That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand.

And said my place was ready, in heaven far above.
And that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye.
For all my life I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do.
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad.
I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while.
I'd say good-bye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized, that this could never be.
For emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow.
I thought of you and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne.

He said, This is eternity and all I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last.
And since each day's the same way, there's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand, and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.

All my love to you my Butterfly...
Until we meet again...
Love to you now and forever,

Mommy

From:       CaRiNe
City_State: RB, CaliFornia
Date:       March 14, 2006
Time:       08:35 PM

BriTtany,

i remember seeing you at your cheerleadinG games...you were the pretty one and always had a smile on your face...i talked to you like once or twice. but you were one of the sweetest girls ever. I wish this accident didn't happen to you because when i think about it...its not fair!

i was in RB popwarner also and it was so fun having ur name imprinted on ur t-shirts...we all misS you..and i hope you can see us all from heaven!

we Love you all

~ Rb GirliEs

From:       lynn vazquez
City_State: CHULA VISTA
Date:       March 10, 2006
Time:       02:55 PM

Hey girly girl,

well today is your brother's birthday and we will make it happy for him at least try we wish you could be here it would be so fun, but we know you will be with us in spirit; we miss you so very much I have a song by "Diamond Rio" called "ONE MORE DAY" I think about you when I hear it:

Last Night I Had A Crazy Dream

A Wish Was Granted Just For Me,

It Could Be Anything,

I Didn't Ask for Money or A Mansion In Malibu

I Simply Wished For One More Day With You

One More Day One More Time One More Sunset

Maybe I'D Be Satisfied But Then Again I Know What It Would Do,

Leaving Me Wishing Still One More Day With You

First Thing I'd Do Is Pray For Time To Crawl

Then I'd Unplug The Telephone And Keep The t.v. off

I'd Hold You Every Second Say A Million I Love You's\

that's what I'd do with one more day with YOU

Leaving me wishing still for one more day one more day one more day.....

Always Thinking About You "BRIGHT STAR"

From:       erica simms
City_State: bakersfield california
Date:       March 06, 2006
Time:       06:52 PM

i've seen Brittany at a few competitions. Im a cheerleader in bakersfield for Stars Extreme, and we were just down at a competition the other weekend and when i saw CA come out onto the floor the first thing i thought of was Brittany.

Im really sorry for your loss. Brittany will always be in my thoughts. To Her family... STAY STRONG!!

Love Erica Simms

From: Baylee
City-State: San Diego, California
Date: March 02, 2006

From: LAURA GALONGO
City-State: BAKERSFIELD,CALIFORNIA
Date: March 04, 2006
Time: 01:51 AM

AS I SIT HERE TONIGHT WITH TEARS COMING DOWN, I AM SADDENED WITH THIS TRAGEDY OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO WAS LOVED SO MUCH.

I DON'T NO BRITTANY, BUT IN AWAY I FEEL I DO NOW. I HAVE READ SO MUCH ABOUT HER AND I WISH I NEW HER. IT BREAKS MY HEART AND I PRAY THAT ALL OF YOU WHO LOVED HER SO MUCH, ESPECIALLY HER PARENTS AND SIBLINGS FIND SOME COMFORT AND PEACE. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH THE FAMILY, MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. AND BRITTANY

From: Dana
Date: March 02, 2006
Time: 10:01 AM

It's been awhile since I left a comment, but I still find myself coming here to this site every day. I am still incredibly sad and forever haunted by what ifs, why and wonder.

Ten months without Brittany, ten months of pain for her friends and family and ten months of trying to make sense of all of this.

My prayers do not cease for Star, Tony and the rest of Brittany's incredible circle of family and friends. While there is nothing I can do for your pain and loss, I will continue to keep her memory alive by supporting the STAAR program, wearing my bracelet and telling people (young and old) her story.

There are so many of us (people who knew her - people who didn't) that walk this earth daily with a piece of Brittany in our broken hearts. We see her in the vibrantly colored wings of a butterfly, in the brightest star twinkling above at night, or feel her through a warm breeze (on a still afternoon) that brushes past when her name comes up in conversation.

Star and Tony....your beautiful little girl will never be forgotten...and I wish you peace and comfort in the days ahead.

We/I care. We/I love Brittany. We/I will keep her memory alive. We/I will never stop praying for you and your family.

Star and Tony...you are my heroes. God bless...and although I have said it before on this site...it still ring true...I am so deeply sorry for your loss.

From: lynn vazquez
City-State: chula vista
Date: March 02, 2006
Time: 08:19 AM

Hey girly girl, spent yesterday thinking about you, You seem to be on my mind more these past few weeks, I feel that you want me to pay attention to something but I can't figure it out?

Daniel talks a lot about you. he talks to himself and when I ask him who is he talking to he says my friend, so I ask him what's your friend's name and he says "Brittany". so I tell him to always include you in is prayers .

I heard that song called "Heaven" by Andy Griggs it makes me and your dad cry every time we hear it, it is the most beautiful song. we heard him sing it in person and it was great! Star you should listen to it.

Well girly girl I felt the need to share my thoughts with you I know you are making "Jesus" smile as you always do to everyone that knows you. we miss you more and more everyday.

Your brother's birthday will be here soon and I know you will be there to celebrate it with him I know everyone will feel your presence, so please keep him safe against harms way,

Daniel sends a loud "HI" 2 you. Gotta go girly girl I will keep you vivid in my mind as always.