Wednesday, May 18, 2005

From: Mommy
Date: May 18, 2005
Time: 07:48 PM

My lil Star,

I miss you so much it is killing me inside and I don't know how to do this without you everyday. Each day is harder and harder for me and I seem to long for you more with each passing day.

I went to Father Dennis today and although I found comfort in his words. I still feel so lost without you. I know that no matter how much time goes by before we see each other again. My heart will never change and I will never be the same.

I still can not believe this has happen to my baby girl. I just wish I could wake up from this terrible nightmare and you will be there standing right in front of me.

There was so many things I still needed to say to you, so many things to do with our lives. We had talked about so many things for your future that I will never see. It is killing me that we no longer have a future, no tomorrow. I feel so robbed!!!!

I just want you to always remember how very much I love you and cherished every moment we spent together and how much joy you ALWAYS brought into my life. I'm so very proud of you and everything you gave of your life. You were the most sincere daughter, sister and friend I have ever known.

You made me so proud to be your mother and I'm so honored to have been your hero...

I love you more then life itself my darling daughter..

My love to you always and forever,

Mommy
 

From: ~kendyl!
eMail: cheerontkendyl@msn.com
City_State: temecula california
Date: May 18, 2005
Time: 09:16 PM

i love you brittany!

im am so sorry for your loss and every night since shes past away ive been praying for your family. god has a buatiful little angel now.

From: Tiffany Rolls
Date: May 18, 2005
Time: 09:04 PM

*~*~*Brittany Baby!*~*~*

Wow, girly I miss you so much. I can’t stop thinking of your beautiful face. Seeing your smile and hearing all of the funny things you used to say! Man, the good ol’ days.

Alyssa and I are managing. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and the wonderful times we spent. Eating pizza, watching movies, having crazy food fights, and the sleepovers were the best. I was talking to Pria today, (She misses you also)! And she told me that when she first met you, she told you that she went to Poway High and you said, “Oh my best friend Tiffany Rolls goes there!”

I love you so much chicka. I don’t know how I will get over this. I wish that all of this wouldn’t have happened. And just like your wonderful and loving mother said, “I just wish I could wake up from this terrible nightmare!” People say, that each day will get easier, but each day I realize more and more that you are never coming back.

We will never take that road trip that you, Alyssa, and I wanted to go on when we graduated from high school.

Star, Tony, Greg, and Steve I am here for you if you ever want to talk or just need a great big hug!! I think the thing that keeps me going each and every day is knowing that she wont miss one single part of my life. Because she will always be looking down on us. May the three Amigas live on forever!

Forever and Always,

Tiffany Rolls

From: brittany r
Date: May 18, 2005
Time: 08:50 PM


You're on my mind all the time Brittany!! i miss sooo much! its not fair that this happened

i wish that i could have said goodbye! but everything happens for a reason... i know why god picked you..because of your heart. you were such an amazing girl! so nice and caring to everyone! even ppl you didnt know!

ahh brittany i miss you!!! i cry everytime i look at your myspace, info, website,picttures & even though i know your in a better place and you wouldnt want people to be sad its hard!! it really is. it hurts soooo bad!!

PLEASE help your family be strong Brit!! it really breaks my heart to see everything that they are going through.

I LOVE U AND MISS YOU ALWAYS!!!

From: Lauren
eMail: powayskater10990@yahoo.com
City_State: Poway,CA
Date: May 18, 2005
Time: 06:16 PM


Brittany

i went by your site today with my brother (18) and i just looked at him looking at all the flowersand the look in his face was like it want real...wich made me start thinking again is this really reall

i still dont bealive it happend..my mom said that i dont because you are with me in my heart..and i know that is true....well i miss you so much and i think about you ALL the time

R.I.P
Sweat Angel

-Lauren

From: Stephanie Golden
Date: Wednesday May 18, 2005
Time: 04:17 PM


just wanted to let brittany's parents know how much i loved this girl! and i will do anything to support them i cant

thank you
steph <3